Saturday, September 11, 2010

Mother's Anguish

Mother’s Anguish




Apple tree blossoms shaped like your tears

Your daddy’s letter stained and worn

I’ll be home soon he promised to you

The hospital took him and didn’t give him that

Your breaking heart you leave in the tree



You wail, brother, dear brother, why did you go

Off to the Navy where they took him from you

You shake your fist at the sky

Who’s going to walk you down the aisle

Bitter tears soak your pillow at night



Boarding school where you’ll live for a while

No one there’s allowed to cry

Down inside you’re twisted and torn

Numbness sets in but outside you’re smiling

No apple trees to climb in this place



Handsome man with a Navy suit smiles

Your daddy, your brother, you see in his face

Your heart is caught in a warm embrace

It’s not wise, be careful your mother warns

Your knight has arrived you think to yourself



Blushing young bride unaware of your pain

Children will fill your void and spaces

Housewifely duties you grudgingly fulfill

Three children born, then two die,

Your pain you drown with your liquid friend


Lingering pain poisons all those around

Seeping in the pores of your children's souls

You can't go back so you steam ahead

Stepping over all the bodies you leave

Father forgive me

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